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Through the subatomic laws of quantum physic in cosmology, the probability of anything happening at anytime, no matter what it is, is a non-zero value. So although somethings might seem far off, like the end of the universe or losing a loved one, probability states that it could very well happen the next time you blink you eyes.

I love the idea of art and passion. People need passion in there life, whether it be painting, or music, or poetry, or cars, or stamp collecting, or playing video games.I believe it's a very important aspect to being human. Human beings are unique because of our thought, because of our creativity. We're not scurrying roaches (although it might seem like it sometimes) I believe people, that the indivdual, has so much power to create and exist in a world of more than just paycheck to paycheck thought processes or worrying about uneccessary predjudices or vanities. If there are two people with the exact same job, let's say a building constructor, but one of them watches tv or drinks with friends when they get home and the other paints oil and canvas visual representations of his consciences. to me the first guy is nothing more than a worker bee, temporarily upkeeping the human hive untill he dies. The second guy, he demonstrates human evolution, thinking and creating something new. The first guy puts all his efforts into building the hive, and rests when home, The evolved mind Puts their heart and soul and body into what they desire, what they create, what they enjoy, while work is their down period, waiting to get back home to continue their life. I hate it when people let work become their life because their is nothing else outside of it, because they don't open their mind or explore or create or love or care.

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I play guitar, for so long guitar was my passion, i vented through it and played for hours. I admit I am not the cool type of guitar playing musician guy... anymore... I used to play cello, guitar, orchestra bass, but now iI mostly sit around at home. I guess I'm just waiting to find someone willing to explore and create with.I work best in an environment where I have someone to bounce ideas back and forth between eachother. I draw mildly, nothing fantastic though, mostly stuff to express and emotion I felt.

I listen to a lot of different types of music. I listen to a lot of Japanese music. Visual kei is awesome, J-rock kicks ass. I dislike most forms of pop, domestic or imported. I generally just have a very eclectic arrangement of music though. I am very open minded to change, sometimes I look for it, however, I do happen to naturally like specific genres more than others.. I guess the only real genre I don't like though is country-western. I don't mean I hate the people, I just don't like the music style, it gives me a headache.

I want to meet people who are not quick to turn their back on you. I dislike it when friends suddenly think you're boring or that life in general sucks just because they don't have money to go out and do stuff. It used to outrage me when people were dependant on going out to justify living their life. In order to make a means in their world. If they didn't go out or buy something they got upset. That really used to piss he hell out of me. To me friends are true friends when you can sit around the house for days not doing aything yet not have it effect you relationship just because you're bored. As a matter of fact ist should strengthen it. I always manage to find a good time, even if it takes a little bit of time because granted it is hard to find something to do when you are bored and stuck and home with out a car or money. However, I always manage to find something to do, usually really fun, unless somebody forces me to do something prematurly to try to find something desperatley. Then it usually gets sour. anywyas... rambling now =P

I am a geek, I play video games and I use computers. I don't mean mild video either, or that I just "use" a computer. I will sit for hours and hours playing a video game getting into the storyline or the gameplay. Some of the best times of my life lay in those week long video game marathons with friends... well, except when I moved in with my friend during my freshman year of college, in that situation it was a two month long marathon. It kicked ass =P. Also, I don't just use a computer, I don't just know how to use microsoft office and photoshop. I build computers, I repair computers, I program in different in several different languages. I Love computers ^_^. I hope to get into video game design and development, I've already made a few basic games =P.

Oh, to further my awesomeness, i also watch anime, that's right. I love getting into the characters and falling into the fantasy worlds. I also love smart animes, one's where you have tot hink about it and interpret the ending like a good book. Their is so much mor ein the world ofanime compared to the world of aerican animation.

Cosplay = <3;

I sometimes end sentences with a semi-colon; You have to be a nerd to nderstand;

There is a difference between a nerd and a geek. A geek is blindly obsessed with something where as a nerd is obsessed with it but also gains knowledge and wisdom from it. A nerd may also expand an idea further or form new ideas. Geeks are stuck in the mindset rhat what they love is the absolute. For example, a trekkie is a geel, the follow the world of startrek and that is the sciencefictionr eality to them, it never can and never will be anything else. However, a science fiction writer is a nerd, the follow the same general principals but the can create new ideas and invision their own world... Fuck, I'm hopeless.

Sometimes I wish People knew how to talk.

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